Oh well, it’s been a while since I did Pilates. Ok, not a while, it’s been a long time ago actually (in denial). Now I am back doing it as often as time permits. Not that I do not have time at all but I am lazy (again, I am in denial), but not until I noticed that I have huge calves with enormous thighs to boot. Oh man, I know I am exaggerating but as a girl, whining and complaining about my body is part of my job description, right?
Seriously, I do hope and pray that I will fit into my baju raya, which consists of 2 kebayas and 1 baju kurung. I know I will have no problem getting into baju kurung, but I am afraid that I will be too mammoth for my kebaya (see, I am exaggerating and complaining again). I mean, next week, the Muslims will observe one month of Holy Ramadhan, then off to Syawal, or famously known as Hari Raya and usually on the first day of Raya, I always wear my finest baju raya to visit my grandmother. I know some of you may roll your eyes and mutter, “What a show-off!”, to which I am going to reply with, “Kenapa, jeles ke?”. D’uh, of course you will wear new baju raya with new shoes and new handbag when you go visiting, I mean, who doesn’t.
Let’s get back to the story. Lately, when I look at myself in the mirror, I will notice something unpleasant around my waist, thighs and arms. I think they look bigger each passing day (or am I hallucinating?). But the weird thing is, I still can fit into my old clothes. So please tell me, am I losing my mind or am I too obsessed in losing my weight? I want to be lighter, with no junks in the trunk and no cellulite on my thighs and calves. Plus, I want to look good in a bikini when I go island hopping with my sister next year (I just hope that I will not get arrested for indecent exposure, LOL).
Therefore, I make a promise to myself that I will lose weight, have flat abs, long slender legs and arms to match my body by end of this year. Fingers crossed! Toodles!
Love,
Seriously, I do hope and pray that I will fit into my baju raya, which consists of 2 kebayas and 1 baju kurung. I know I will have no problem getting into baju kurung, but I am afraid that I will be too mammoth for my kebaya (see, I am exaggerating and complaining again). I mean, next week, the Muslims will observe one month of Holy Ramadhan, then off to Syawal, or famously known as Hari Raya and usually on the first day of Raya, I always wear my finest baju raya to visit my grandmother. I know some of you may roll your eyes and mutter, “What a show-off!”, to which I am going to reply with, “Kenapa, jeles ke?”. D’uh, of course you will wear new baju raya with new shoes and new handbag when you go visiting, I mean, who doesn’t.
Let’s get back to the story. Lately, when I look at myself in the mirror, I will notice something unpleasant around my waist, thighs and arms. I think they look bigger each passing day (or am I hallucinating?). But the weird thing is, I still can fit into my old clothes. So please tell me, am I losing my mind or am I too obsessed in losing my weight? I want to be lighter, with no junks in the trunk and no cellulite on my thighs and calves. Plus, I want to look good in a bikini when I go island hopping with my sister next year (I just hope that I will not get arrested for indecent exposure, LOL).
Therefore, I make a promise to myself that I will lose weight, have flat abs, long slender legs and arms to match my body by end of this year. Fingers crossed! Toodles!
Love,
